Is He Real Innocent? 'Suma' and 'Akashi' are the parts of 'The tale of Genji', when Hikaru is 26 to 28years old. Hikaru exiled himself before he would lose everything. It was caused by his love affair. Hikaru has many lovers, and Lady Oborozukiyo was one of them. But she was a mistress of the emperor Suzaku then. Lady Oborozukiyo is a daughter of the Minister of the Right. And Hikaru is a son-in-law of the Minister of the Left. It means that Hikaru and Lady Oborozukiyo are in the opposite side of the political circle. When she came home, Hikaru visited to her secretly. Of course her room is in the mansion of Minister of the Right. And Hikaru has known that Lady Kokiden who is mother of Suzaku stayed in the mansion that night. Lady Kokiden hates Hikaru very much, and she is looking for his mistake anytime. At the result, as soon as Lady Kokiden knows his careless action, she accuses Hikaru. Hikaru was a guardian of Togu who was a child of the former emperor Kiritubo and Lady Fijitsubo. Lady Kokiden thinks that Hikaru is going to make Togu the emperor immediately in order to get a political power. She might have thought that Hikaru made Lady Oborozukiyo an assassin in order to kill Suzaku in his bed. Hikaru is looking forward to looking at Togu as the emperor in the future In the fact, Togu was a child between Hikaru and Lady Fujitsubo. But he doesn't hurry. Hikaru didn't have any plot against Suzaku. Lady Kokiden used their love affair politically, but HIkaru is innocent politically. But I wonder if he was real innocent. Although he didn't have any plot, it was a fact that he robbed the emperor Suzaku of his mistress. So to say, Hikaru was a rash younger brother who robbed his elder brother of his wife. I think that Hikaru is guilty morally. When I write 'morally' about Hikaru, I have to feel shame very much. After Hikaru goes to Suma, he spends his time like a monk of Buddhism, because he thinks that all of the wrong matters were caused by his past life. He doesn't think that he is responsible for every accident. Hikaru loves his women deeply, and individually. Sometimes Hikaru thinks that he wants to spend his life as a monk of Buddhism. Sometimes he thinks that he wants to die. But Hikaru doesn't do both of them, because he thinks that there are many lovers waiting his comeback in Kyoto. I want Hikaru to find its reasons except women. As I mentioned before, Hikaru spends his time like a monk of Buddhism, but it means that there is no beautiful woman he could love in Suma. When Hikaru has known about Lady Akashi, he tries to get her right away. At that time he has forgotten his other lovers completely. Hikaru looked like he had no morality. However it would be right to say that he might have been just pure rather than no morality. I think that he had his individual moral. But I might not be able to accept his moral. Hikaru is responsible for every his action. There is no causal relationship between his failure and his past life. I think that he should know what he has done. Actually, Hikaru kidnapped Lady Murasaki, when she was only 10. And he raped her when she was only 14. It shows that he is a real criminal. Hikaru is indiscreet very much. This time, Lady Fujitsubo doesn't appear on the stage. Tamasaburo performed Lady Fujitsubo last year, and Tamasaburo was real Lady Fijitsubo who I thought. It was sorry matter that I couldn't see Tmanasaburo on the stage this time. When Hikaru thought about Lady Fujitsubo on the stage, he imagined her as an illusion. Lady Fujitsubo was an illusion of Hikaru anytime. So I think it might have been a good direction there isn't Lady Fujitsubo on the stage. Anyway, I would love Hikaru, unless he was innocent. Because I am a woman.
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